To Tomorrow, For now

6/24/21

I live two months ahead;
say goodbye dread.
This isn’t happening,
i’m not here,
and I just don’t care!

The present doesn’t fit,
so I must acquit!
September is November,
October is December,
and December is July.

Always a SMART goal,
let me live whole…
let me live whole!
Looking so far forward —
I don’t live in this world.

I’ll love myself tomorrow,
but today is just sorrow.
And today’s tomorrow I’ll borrow,
to forgo this cargo
cause I can’t let go
of the hate I swallow. But,
(Before the rain is rainbow)
Don’t look forward to tomorrow.
Don’t look forward to June 5th.
Don’t look forward to September 27th.
Don’t look forward to January 1st.
Don’t look forward to February 48th.
To April 69th.
To March 420th.
To May 1,000th.
To July 4th (Ha ha!)

Just look forward for tomorrow.
Just look forward to now.
Now,
now,
now.